This fourth Christmas has hit me harder, for multiple reasons.

Healing energies are slowly overtaking the dark ones I am told by my friend who is psychic, and from recent astrological information. Things seem to be turning on a dime for many of us. Recently my changes have been rapid.

It’s difficult for me to stand outside myself and see how far I have come since Don left us three plus years ago. Now, with my readiness to initiate many things, the gap between my current life and the life I lived with Don is widening. 

While positive, this is also sad for me.

The messages I have received the last few days from the Grandmothers and other guides have reinforced and encouraged my growth.

One message said “Coming back to myself”. I have been doing this, reconnecting with me ever since Don’s transition. Now over time and with deep processing my relationship with myself is growing.

The second message was a powerful one: “I am in my place” the spirits told me. Soon after receiving this I made the link between it and the messages the Grandmothers gave me through Sharon in the Spring of 2021. They said that Don, our daughter and myself were in exactly the right place for our evolution.

On some level I always sensed that this was our path but it hasn’t made my life any easier. Now I am able to understand in a knowing way that I am doing well, my progress has been substantial over the last years despite my continuing grief.

Moving to a new home was an enormous step, disconcerting. I lost my safe place, cradled within our beautiful home of thirty years. Now, after six months my new place with its friendly community and view of Gibsons harbour and North Shore mountains is beginning to be home.

I feel I am at a turning point and my time away in a warm place in the new year will enhance this sense of moving forward.

I wish all of you a heartwarming holiday season.

Love & Light

Ellen

Copyright 2023 Ellen Besso

Ellen Besso is a retired Life Coach, Counsellor & an energy worker. She is the author of An Indian Sojourn: One woman’s spiritual experience of travel & volunteering, and Surviving Eldercare: Where their needs end & yours begin, both available through Amazon. Ellen is currently working on a book about her partner’s illnesses, his transition to spirit, & the many forms of contact they have had since Don left this planet.