We all do it. Resist our spiritual, or soul process. Letting our heads run the show.
Lately the energy onslaught has been so intense personally I find myself using extreme phrases I would not normally use, like “energy attacks”, and “being affected by inner and outer demons”.
The combination of outer world chaos like wars, plus major energy events like the current period of eclipses and solstice means that our energy systems are experiencing an onslaught more intense than anything before. (whether we are aware of it or not). It is an opportunity to grow if we can learn to manage all that is happening, both on the external level on this planet, and our internal emotional and psychic wounds.
The Divine Love prayer group calls these wounds soul encrustations, old material that is holding us back from developing into our spiritual fullness. Our intent to change combined with prayer and meditation, slowly clears this energy
Many of us are now experiencing, in varying degrees, kundalini awakeninsg, as the life force stored in our base chakra begins to rise upward. This process, when completed, frees up a tremendous amount of energy. The energy blocks in various chakras block the kundalini rising, and as our nervous systems are being rewired we often experience many symptoms.
Kundalini awakening is not well understood, apparently. The internet has many long lists of common symptoms but finding information on the less common ones requires more thorough research. I’ve read that it can happen both when someone has learned to “be still”, i.e. meditate etc., and very unexpectedly to people with no knowledge of energy.
Heat is the most common symptom. Some of my symptoms are common, and some not so much. Many originate in the brain stem, where old memories, of a fight or flight nature are stored, and the head becomes very tight. Some of my other symptoms, including the common and not so common are: Not wanting to mix with people much; Movement of energy around my body; Changeable moods; Energy blocks in hips and legs, Occasional dizziness, (from inner ear rewiring I’ve read); A feeling of collapsing inward through the solar plexus and second chakra; Two very brief feelings of craziness due head energy rewiring.
Some of the things I have found helpful during this time are:
- Structuring my morning with (brief) meditation and prayer, journalling, walking, then writing.
- Learning to ask my angels for help and being mindful of their presence.
- Considering/embracing the idea of “joining with spirit” rather than surrendering, as that does not work for me at all; it feels very disempowering.
- Softening the way I treat myself.
Please note that I have chosen not to post any links about kundalini awakening for several reasons: there’s too much out there, your symptoms may be less common, some information may not be reliable and/or may seem flaky. (In the past I believed some of those folks were over the top, yet here I am now myself, experiencing this energy!)
PS: Having said above that I am not recommending any links on kundalini awakening to you, I have just come across one that is the most comprehensive & sensible one I’ve seen:
3 thoughts on “Accepting the Intense Energy, External and Internal Change”
interesting Ellen… got it … read it and enjoyed it reading your personal experience of it…
glad its over now hey!!
Thanks for taking the time to read it Jolene, glad you get it. I’m on the right side of it now, for sure.
Thanks Jolene. It’s not over. xo E